.in search…for i am lost.

Photo by Andreas Wagner

so today i
begin
another
journey,

in a place
just like
yesterday,

where the roads
all lead me to
the same
destination
as always.

yet
somehow,
something’s
changed…

i’ve
c h a n g e d
in a way
so trivial,
that i find myself still
co n fuse d,
as to what
exactly
is taking place.

all that i can remember is a
l o n g i n g,
for substance,
for creation,
for beauty,
that which i have gone
with o u t
for f a r,
f a r
too long now.

i feel as if i had been
*blinded*
from the beauty that exists
a r o u n d
me,
[[s h e lte r e d]]
from a
creative…